Notice me

Whenever I’m around you I remember how butterflies feel like. Whenever I’m around you everyone else around me becomes irrelevant because you’re the only person that matters to me. I’ve fallen in live you with and it hurts. It hurts because you will never know. To you, I’m just a regular person that doesn’t mean anything to you. But to me you’re everything. This pain that I feel every day all day makes me want to just cry all day. The thought of you not being with me causes my anxiety to go sky high. I’m in love with you and you will never know. You’ll never know how much I care about you and how much I hate it when people talk badly about you. It makes me want to hurt them, I would bend over backward for you. I don’t exist in your world but I want to. I cant sleep at night because I’m constantly worrying about you. “Did you eat dinner? Are you sleeping well? How was your day? Do you like apple or orange juice?” Those questions constantly run through my mind. But on the brighter side, you make me happy. When I see you my smile gets big, my eyes open so wide, I just feel so much better. All of my problems just go away, my worries fade away, and my pain heals. I love to be around you, I love it more than anything. You’re so funny, you always always always make me laugh. I’ve never smiled so much, the thought of you brightens up everything. In my alone time, I think about how life would be like if you knew all of these things. Would you ignore them and ignore me? Or would you accept them and work with me. I don’t even want a relationship with the “boyfriend” and “girlfriend” status. I just want you to notice me.

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